MaIsHa'S WoRlD....Just me..

my photos....lurve 'em..

2006-12-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

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so empty, so lonely.....................

2006-11-28T09:48:00.000-08:00

call me egoistic, hot-headed or mean...i used to hate him...see, it's "used to" hate but not now....i hated him like god knows what..man, he made life a living hell for me back in school...all because he wanted to be mr popular...popular amongst the in-group in the class....i didn't mind at first but as time passes by, it seems to grow more out of hand...he was way overboard...i admit that i provoked him but he didn't have to be so cruel and mean...wth...i missed the times we had together...really....eventhough i may hate him so darn much but i still remember the good things he did for me....that's unforgettable...okay, i admit it....i love him okay....but i'm attached to world's most brilliant guy....i'm feeling so guilty right now...i don't wanna break his heart neither do i wanna lie to myself....dddddddddddaaaaaangssssssssssss, this feeling just gotta suck....you are just one guy i had to meddle my life to get to, sean..you made me this way....shit you lah....haiz.......today's he's birthday....and i wished him like a normal friend....you see, eventhough we hated each other, he still took notice of me...what i wore, who i hang out with and all that...i mean...i know that deep down he misses me...i just know that...it's a woman's instinct....haha....humours aside......but without him, i felt that a part of me was so lost that i couldn't regain it back....no matter how hard i tried, it still feels so empty inside of me......so empty, so lonely..........

graduation.....sobssobs...i'm ecstatic...nah...i will miss my buds..

2006-11-12T04:16:00.001-08:00

here's the ever-so-popular hendy...he's hot!!!
farewell assembly was on the second day of raya...man, i was darn lazy to go to school lah but then again it was the last day and i had to show up 'cause i will miss my buddies and that would be the last time we would ever be in the class....man, i'm gonna miss hendy...<3 forever....i'm gonna miss my pals from the other classes especially samantha my pantat friend, nabilah the giler edan and ultimately my bestie, dalila the lala gal..haha....but on the same day, a bad news had to be shared by the ever so unpopular ah foong, the irritating mozzie!!(she still owes me $5.30, a box of ferrero rocher and my badge, arghh, LOSER lah YOU!!)..they had no other choice but had to close down st john....the only thing that i enjoy going and doing most in school....dangs man..i was so angry with that idiotic balding bastard who puts on a smile but keeps ill feelings in his heart....arghhh...you're the other loser, baldy!!! i'm gonna miss my pampers family; gone-case(marc sim), nanipu(zhiwen), mrt(darren), blur(don),slacker(danial), number one(clarence), number two(fawwaz) and mama(dalila)....so much has happened in that school.....so much....i cry, smile, laugh when i look at my school....i'm gonna miss it badly...so sooo badly.....haha....vivid memories are always kept at heart especially st john memories....haiz....enough mopping already...here are some nice pics i took with my darlings...they rock!!!

when hate turns to love...DUMB MISTAKE!!!

2006-11-11T21:03:00.000-08:00

what happens when hate turns to love? does it last?
a friend of mine, indeed we were once the best of friends...he's a nice guy...the only guy who turned up for my birthday party when everyone turned their backs against me coming up with all the bullshit and crap stories for not being able to make it..he was there to light up my special moment....he's a gentle man with a HUGE ego....overwhelming ego man...really...but the weird thing is that he understand me, like how a girl understands another girl's feeling...but as the days passed, things grew complicated...we started getting closer in a over friendly way....i wasn't feeling comfortable....so i made a stupid move and avoided him...he tried so hard apologizing but it fell on deaf ears...i was so stupid...and now, HE HATES ME and he makes everyone hate me by makig up stories that never existed....i hated him too...i thought i would never forgive him...but this funny, jerky, ticklish feeling called love overcomes me and blinded me from all the bad things that he had done to me....oh my gosh...i got so blind to see things going around me was getting much worst....dang it...urgh... i was so stoooooopid to fall in love with someone who meddled with my life....urgh...I HATE YOU SEAN HO WEN ZHENG, you are the utmost IDIOTIC bastard alive....MALE CHAUVANISTIC PIG!!!!!!!!!

o level stress....bleahzzzz

2006-11-11T20:50:00.000-08:00

it's been a really, really long time since i've updated my blog.....O'LEVEL STRESS!! my god, only Allah knows how blady stressed out i am right now....but it's okay....i've studied my butt off and i believe that i can do well lah....optimistic me...good...hahas....6 more papers to go...can do it lah...after 16th, i'm FREE...yeah...but dangs, plans are interrupted....thought of going dinner with lerp and friends but dear lerp has to go to austalia on the same day for a U2 concert...i'm gonna kill you lerp!!! haha...it's okay lah....they are other days...stuck in a dilemma...don't know where to go for first three months...tuesday got briefing...haiz..lazy...just want to laze around at home
and do nothing....lazy,lazy me...hahas...

2006-10-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

BOBBY LAMB - MR LION

bobby is a soft toy tht belongs to levan..haha...this soft toy seemed to have a mind of it's own and it's so cute..hehe...i love BOBBY

striving for the goal..............

2006-09-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

i think today is the highlight of the week....vice principal came to our class to greet us and mdm koh a.k.a the penguin menace and our lovable mama, ms shek came to our class to give out laminated plstic motivational cards......the school was in a state of disbelief when they saw our maths results...record breaking....mr kamath has produced hardworking students and we believe he deserves every single bit of that......but what really makes us all motivated?? is it mr kamath or mr sandhu or simply just ourselves...as for me, my motivational icon is non other than my mother...she is the woman behind the scenes of my successes in life...she was the one who gave me courage and stood by me whether rain or shine....she is my hero.....my results for prelims aren't satisfying because i know that i can do better....more hard work, determination and perseverance,i will reach the top of the ladder......i know i can...i must do what i believe i can do.....I WILL STRIVE FOR MY GOAL

A goal to achieve....achievable or plain impossible?

2006-09-10T07:45:00.000-07:00

When was the time when one feels so happy, delirious, ecstatic?? I remembered the last time i felt so happy, thinking i was living life in utopia, no worries, no pain, no sufferings. Sad to say that was like two years ago when i thought that my life was all so perfect. Never once did i realise that my life was getting tougher and tougher as time slips away. Now life for me is all about chasing the ultimate goal which i find almost impossible to achieve, to excel in my academics. It is every student's dream of doing well and entering prestigious institutions and later on work and earn big bucks and live a luxurious life. But there's more to it than just getting good grades. One has to be mentally prepared. You can't possibly be studying every single day and have no time for your life. That's so CRAZY. But then again when you look back, you just need to face it. Singapore is developing at a very rapid rate and the demands from us students are higher, juggling both academics and aesthetics. Parents expect alot from their children. Well you can't blame them though! They're just asking for a little after putting alot of investments on their children. That's the pivotal part of a student's life. TO bring joy and happiness to their parents and not take them as naggy, old folks who rambles most of the time and gives out loud-screeching noises, able to burst your eardrums. To me, my parents are my angels in disguise. Never once do they ever say anything to make me feel down or discourage me in any ways. I love my parents. My love for them trancends the boundaries of life. They are the ones who made me who I am today and I'm grateful for the things they've done for me. Words can't describe how much they've toiled and put all their hard work together to bring me up and put me to school. Simply as said, I LOVE MY PARENTS! Thank you for nurturing me and raising me up to be a respectable and useful human being. MY ultimate goals in life is to score straight A's for my O'Level Examinations. Sometimes i do wonder whether my goal is achievable or just plain impossible. I tell myself countless times, if others can do it, why can't I? I can do it! With the right attitude and ambition, one will achieve! I often construct castles in air, imagining the things that i can do and improve the lives of my parents, giving them the best i could. I know I can do it. It just takes perseverance, determination and consistence in what ever I'm doing and the outcome will be clear. Every single day, I thanked Allah for a blessed family which i couldn't ask for more. They are my heroes, my angels and my companions for life. THANK YOU, MY WONDRFUL FAMILY!!!

2006-09-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

One More Moment - Ronin

live at the cancer warriors concert, 09092006...this song is very meaningful and it's close to my heart...thank you levan for writing such a wonderful song..

2006-09-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

pampers dance

recorded by danial...these two pampers...doing their thang..haha

the smile that lasts a mile.....

2006-09-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

why do good people have to come on the later part of your life, especially when you're leaving school?? it's just so unfair! hah...one fine friday, i was so friggin' tired after a long day in school so i waited like an idiot for bus service number 14 to come by but to no avail...i was carrying a super heavy bag on my back and it's killing me....dangs....i was standing near the busstop post when this guy hit me so hard on my back....he shook the post and lost control of his grip and hit me...damn, i was burning mad!!! but something change my anger almost immediately, his smile...his smile melted my heart almost instantaneously as he smiled and apologize for his silliness.....i smiled too, captivated by god's gift to a human being....haha...we started talking....and it went on and on...without me realising it, it was already 8pm...man, i knew i would be late for tuition....bus 14 soon arrived...haha.....meanwhile on the bus, i kept thinking about his smile...man, it was so sweet...i was smart though to ask him for his hp number...for reference...haha...yeah....soon enough we started smsing and now he's in the same tuition as me...man, we do talk alot....haha...so much in common...if we had knew each other earlier, i think he would be my best bud...haha...nice guy.....almost too hard to resist but my heart belongs to one and i should remain faithful to that someone...heh....yeah...life is like a train ride....people come and go but somehow i think that our friendship will last long....his smile...th smile that lasts a mile....thank you for being a friend....skater never dies

just being...me

2006-09-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

well, i have to say i lead quite a mundane life doing the same routine every single day: bathe, study,eat,sleep...haha...that's me....but something happened to me recently that took me to a new look on my life....my life, afterall, isn't that mundane...i do things like interestings...things that youth nowadays would go all out just to be involve....i was involve in the Fashion Fiesta '05 with southeast CDC and loads more...but the best part about my life must be my friends....they add colour and gist to my life.....my friends; dalila, samantha, irni, danial, zaki, fawwaz, zhi wen, clarence.....and i can go on and on.....they are my heart and soul...i love them to bits...well, i love singing too.....but too bad, i don't sound that good lah...still an amatuer.....need to work on it...yeah.....but most important is that poems are a part of my soul....wihtout them, there will be no nurmaisha of today....my poems are the work of a sincere heart, expressing true feelings on something or someone....my family....love them to bits and pieces....they make my life more worthwhile...thank you big sisters and brother and my folks for making my life wonderful...haha...o'levels coming soon...meanwhile, STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!!!!

FINALLY, confusions and complications resolved!!!!

2006-09-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

finally, after days and days of tears shed and emotions in turmoil, he finally talked to me....my god am i glad or what.....such a relief...indeed, good people don't go walk away from your life easily.....he is one great guy and now i've learnt to understand the purpose of his cold shoulder...well, i must say i really appreciate it alot man...thanks dude...heard you're with something something, huh?? haha...new kid on the block has stolen his heart...man, you're one lucky ass....hope to meet ya soon...

my almost....best friend...

2006-08-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

haiz...man, life is tough. Full of ups and downs. Yeah, we just can't run away from that.it's part and parcel of life...well, recently, i got to know this guy by accident, i guess..haha...he's a great guy....i trust him eventhough according to some, trust is a fragile thing..but i just trust him! i don't know what happened....man, i need to know what's behind all these...i just can't figure out...why? his reason was that he didn't want to jeopardize my friendship between...argh!! i just can't understand you!! it's so hard....why do good people have to walk away in times of need!! why!! he's away on a vacation for a few days...in the meantime, i hope he would ring me up or drop me an sms...i just need to know what's going on in his mind right now! please, gimme a chance!!

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!to the core

2006-08-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

well, i'm currently on the verge of dying ad my heart pounds faster every minute at the knowledge of my GCE O'level Examination is approaching....82 more days to go and that's like less than two months away....arhhh...and prelim practicals is like next week....man, time is moving so fast...after september holidays will be THE REAL THING!!!!! man, am i dead or what?? i'm trying super hard to achieve the desirable results for my prelims.....so i can get 12......Saint Andrews Junior College, here i come!!!! haha....i will make my parents pround...meanwhile, drills,drills,drills.....i wiil do my best!!!! work my ass off....yeah...will make it....with the correct attitude and ambition working towards the ultimate goal!!! yeah baby!! today after bio pracs, i sat down with nanipu pampers, zhi wen and taught him science....damn, it was so fulfilling lah!!! haha...he understands me...as in he understand what i taught him!!!I LOVE that feeling....thanks nanipu for making me realise that i'm a good tutor...hehe......I LOVE MY SELF!!!!

I support local bands!!!

2006-08-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

local bands are a 'must have' in the heartlands of Singapore....singaporean youths love music....as a youth myself, i have been exposed to so many genres of music....well, my whole family is musically inclined....we love music....my dad loves rock and rock like motley,led zepplin, bad company, guns and roses. def leppard, the ramones and his ultimate favourites must be the beatles and santana....my mum loves the carpenters...my eldest sis obsessed with axel rose of guns and roses....my brother loves 2pac shakur and mystikal...my sis loves mariah carey and the ever so untalented, dumb bimbo named PARIS HILTON....yucks but surprisingly, i like our local talents....i like listening to local bands...there is of course, electrico,super darn talented bunch....especially when i heard ronin with their hit....Black Maria...fell in love with it the first tike i heard it...the frontman of their band is super unique...great voice....then comes...peepshow with their single, "special someone"....darn nice....3dash1 with "if you're gone" and may more....we should support our local scene and be proud of our own nation people building up and showcasing their great talents....i'm proud to say that i will go all otu to support our local music industry...!!!! Support local music...GOOD MUSIC!!!

Black Potatoes.....!!!!!

2006-08-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

today is the start of the week...like arif always says....M-O-N-D-A-Y-S-U-C-K-S, monday sucks!!! haha....caught in the monday blues....body feeling lethargic as ever....man.....so tired and worn out.....today had chemistry mock exam for paper 1....i think i have done quite well though.....haha....hopefully.....had bio pracs today....whats with potaotoes and swee teck these days...man he loves burning those potatoes...ultimate stupidity i must say....haiz....my heart goes out to you swee teck...haha....well, we had to cut the potatoes into 36 pieces....darn small....cubes easuring o.5 by 0.5 by 0.2....arghh....frustrating....dangs....well, iodine turned them BLACK( dark blue actually!!!) haha....yeah....got so fascinated that i brought them home...LOL...lame, i know....well, things at home set off with a rocky start.....man, why must life be so tough.....well, i was the one to be blame...yeah.....my own stupidity!!! well, hoping for things to change and turn for the better.....hopefully....

english oral...

2006-08-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

man, english oral today was nerve-wrecking man!!! i was super nervous and could not control myself......not ever being "calm and collected"..........man, the anxiety was overwhelming in a sense that i could not even think straight.....i felt so screwed at first......but then when i read through the passage and the picture description, i gained confidence.....i was more "calm and collected" when i found that the invigilator is an indian lady....MY SISTER, SO HAPPY!!! haha....she smiled at me...i think i emit the X-factor.....made them so interested and engaged in my conversation and made them ask me more questions....i'll make sure i'll obtain my ULTIMATE A1.........for my english....distinction for my oral........

guilty conscious.....

2006-08-10T03:46:00.000-07:00

man, today is a darn sucky day....dangs...how i wish i could turn back the clock and amend the mistakes done....how could i be so foolish as to do that...arghh!!...how can i be so stupid, dumb and so 'all-to-myself'.....ugh!.....i hate it......now, it was all just a mere misunderstanding.....AHH!! how i wish the earth would open to swallow me up and take away all the bad vibes....my bone is aching and i can't think straight...tmr will be the DAY....english o'level oral exams.....damn,life is tough......mum, please understand me....i didn't to it out of anything to gain but i merely did it because i was foolish......forgive me......i love you......im confused.....sobs sobs......

yesterday was FUN!!!!

2006-08-08T23:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday was super boring in school...man....i was lost in slumberland.....but the best part was the concert....BDS 585 airlines...haha....the best destination was INDIA.....'latja.latja...soniye latja,latja'.....man, that was refreshing.....but the bangra dance from the parents support group completes it all, especially when sandeep mum was dancing away like a "GRACEFUL SWAN"......haha......man....was damn nice......afterwards...me and my partner in crime, sam, went to BUGIS....haha.....we went to eat mi longkang....okay...that sounded wrong...it's fried fish bee hoon soup with milk...haha...what kind of mi is that?? haha...damn.it was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!! it was such a fun time we had...we went to watch click....a comedy turn to tragedy when both of us cried...my god....i cried...haha....so funny.....but the best thing was our outfits...LOVE THEM.....customised shirts that sam printed and mel a.k.a giler...haha....damn nice....love it....RAUL rocks....

National Day????.......zzzzzzzzzz

2006-08-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

what a boring start of the day today....zzzzz.....haha....was woken up by some idiot who smsed me about something dumb....i'm so gonna kill you when i see you in school on friday....haha....well. national day is basically a very boring day for me every single year because i can't be the least bothered acting like a monkey dressed in red jumping around like god knows what hailling the ever so "glorious" country we call SIngapore......so lame lah.....but i have to admit that the performances are good...like DUH!!......5 konths of solid practice man.....haha......well done guys.......and i'm also glad to annouce the newest addition to our pampers family, NANIPU PAMPERS- Zhi Wen.....haha.....spread the pampers love, dude.......

PaMpErS!!!!!

2006-08-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

pampers are known to be the popular click of people from st johns ambulance brigade BDS corp....they are known for their crazy antics on doing the pampers dance and pampers cheers that has inspired many to be their followers.....this idea of the particular pampers organisation was founded by none other than Mr Majeed himself....he had inspired the fellow pampers founders to be a PAMPERS like him....the way he move his butt, shake it and stuck it out giving a conspicuous bulge which was then known as the PAMPERS signature pose....the pampers organisation is currently adding new members on the list....the four founders of this organisation had made a remarkable impact on many of the students of the school spreading PAMPERS messages and speeches and spread the love....they are made up of , firstly, MAMA PAMPERS- Dalila bte Mohd Yusoff, PAMPERS 1-Clarence Yeo Zhi Li, PAMPERS 2- Fawwaz bin Azhar and PAMPERS 3- Nurmaisha bte Ghani....these four indviduals are strong influences amongst their peers and their goal one day is to SPREAD THE PAMPERS LOVE all over the world....the new addition to their pampers family, PAMPERS 4- Chew Hock Meng and SLACKER PAMPERS-Danial Esoof Piperdy.....spread the pampers love people...peace out.....( THIS IS THE PAMPERS! PIC....we look HOT!!! From left: mama pampers, pampers 2, pampers 1 and pampers 3)

COSPLAY is super cool!!!

2006-08-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

man, today there was this cosplay thing going on at cineleisure.... i was supposed to be there and participating as a haruhi school gal...haha...but i didn't sign up....dangs!!!! what a waste....but it was worthwhile for those who went....especially to my one of my bestfriends, thadya.....damn, she look good!!!....well today, instead of going for the cosplay thingy, i met zaki at bedok interchange...haha....damn, he's funny...too funny lah....long john silver meal was on him....thanx mr zaki rubber ducky....haha....we played at the playground and i looked like a fool spinning around senselessly and falling on the ground....haha.......well....today was fun lah........haha....P.S: thadya look "HOT" in this pic!!! to the guys who wants her number.....ask me on msn...hehex)

2006-08-02T01:07:00.000-07:00

Rihanna - Unfaithful(instrumental)

this song....according to azmeer....i should sing it....well...i woukd consider.....it takes a long time to memorize the lyrics okay.....i'll try....and azmeer, if you're reading this. good luck for your N level prelims....do well aite. dude!!!

wasted......

2006-08-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

DANGS!!! all the time and effort put in to plan our outfits for national day celebration goes down the drain when mr micheal announced that we're only allowed to wear red tops and school skirt and school shoes.....man...it's social suicide and so darn lame....thank you penguin....you always have to destroy the lives of innocents.....GO BACK TO ANTARCTICA, singapore is too HOT for you and stop waddling.........haha.....man, me and samantha are liked " shit, what the hell? we are so gonna headbutt penguin!!!"......haha...as if we dare to....but it's ok lah...haha....tomorrow going over to samantha's house and finish up our great works of art...haha.....NO SCHOOL tomorrow....off-lieu day or something...haha.....yeah...meanwhile....i'm gonna burn the midnight oil tonight....i'm gonna finish up my add maths prelim papers and relative velocity.........YAy!!!

2006-07-31T08:47:00.000-07:00

Peepshow - Special Someone

this song is darn nice....love it...thanks zaki for writing such a b-e-a-u-tiful song......peepshow rocks!!!!

bestfriends no more??....i don't know!!

2006-07-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

there is this guy....super hot...we met when we were in sec 2 and became the best of friends...inseparable....of course...we sit together in class....haha...we are nerds actually...we sit right in front and pay attention....haha.....as if..we sit just beside the front door...haha...get distracted by people next door countless times.......well, we were like kiasus lah at that point of time....fighting for a spot in the pure science class....man, we really work our ass off.....everyday, me and my bestie, we will like do and do work like there's no tomorrow....well i miss the old times...it will be like every single day also i will be like calling him and talking to him on the phone about nothing other than studies...lol...we are lame aren't we?...haha..well time flies so fast till we didn't even notice that we grew far apart...i don't know what happened....maybe because his besties are all in the same class...dangs, i miss the old times we had, spending tears of joy and sadness together...missing the days when i have to wake him up from his 'beauty' sleep just to pay attention during vasu's class....man, those were the good old times...well, if you're reading this...i just wanna say that i really miss you and i would like to engage in a good conversation with you liked we used to...i miss you....

2006-07-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

Ronin MTV

ronin rocks man...love this song...work of genius...

2006-07-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

JOJO

this song gave me the inspiration...thanks to all who stood by me through thick and thin....to my besties, samantha and dalila....i love you guys forever

2006-07-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

Jojo - Too little too late (jojonow.com)

this song rocks like crazy....i love jojo...she is super talented

a new found friend

2006-07-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

i got to know about this guy from a friend of mine....didn't think that he was some 'SUPER HOT' guy or something lah....but after talking to him, he really is a fun guy...super unique too....haha...someone whom is quite well known in singapore..well..he's from a band lah...yeah....my impressions of these rockers are that they couldn't care less about anything lah but this man is different...very different indeed...haha.....he taught me the true meaning of life...how to value and cherish my besties....the times spent with them.....valuable and priceless.....he has a super great voice...melts me instantly...one more moment....does that ring a bell??...well looking forward to meeting him again someday maybe...in the heartland...yeah...I love you and thank you for being a friend

LoVeD OnE....

2006-07-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

o my loved one
why can't you see me
standing rooted waiting for things to be done
waiting for you to pick me or simply let me be
you choose to be oblivious
oblivious to the obvious
there i am waiting for you patiently
never once would it be lately
why don't you feel my love for you, my dear
loving you is like drinking beer
suffering hangovers is a common thing
intoxication simply make me swing
what do you see in her you don't see in me?
why do you show her love but there's non for me?
i felt helpless, my body cringing in pain
left me wailing, overwhelmed by disdain
you left me no choice but to cry
i know you won't be there to wipe my tears dry
leaving me like a helpless infant,wandering
left without her mother crying
oh please my loved one, don't make me feel this way
don't leave me in a state of dismay
my love for you remains as pure as the very first day
the start of flowers blossoming on the month of may
look at me, what do you see?
a girl of your dreams, lighted with glee
lend me a shoulder to cry on
give me a chance to shower my love upon

my poem......always about love.......love it

Me.....................

2006-07-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

God send me an angel
To save me from this misery
Save me, the damsel
Fill up my life with hope and flattery

I'm torn between two
To choose the right one
The one i love, unsure of who
The one who's task was never done

Life is about love and apppreciate
Much has got to do to initiate
Meticulous in a sense
My thinking cap was left in a dense

Why must i meet weird people
Maybe i'm just a fool like Gimple
This gives an exposure for me
Showing me to what the future would be

Life can never be easy
Let alone resting, cosy
Much has to be done day by day
Accompanied by the glistening sun ray

Maybe all these are blessings in disguise
Impatient to wait for the moment to arrive
Time slips by like water flowing
My heart emits pure sincerity, glowing

just me writing another poem.....about my self....troubled...adolescent years are tough, i have to admit.....has much to do but so little time....yeah......i love life.....

my sat spend with small kids...oops sorry....no offence

2006-07-29T06:21:00.001-07:00

dang...today was a 'sianz' day due to the fact that i have to spend almost my whole saturday cooped up in the ST JOHN AMBULANCE HQ.....man, it really sucks....super boring......was waiting like stoopid fool...haha...never mind though....was worthwhile...all my juniors pulled through their EFA exam...well done my darlings...i'll give you guys another treat..haha...anyways...my partner in crime..danial esoof piperdy...we went for lunch..haha...fish and company....man...we were like finding the place...walking around bugis junction one whole big stupid round till we finally found it....haha.....we ordered new york's fish and chips...man we were sick to the stomach...that blady dish was filled with cheese lah...dangs, haha.....danial didn't finish his...haha...we went off...yadayadayada...went home...went tuition...some lameass jokes from dearest ms lee...yeah...haha....now....stoning as im typng this post...haha...my day was fun lah...haha...but then again...should have stayed at home to rest my lazy ass...

OUR NEW LABEL...patented(SooN...lol!)

2006-07-28T19:08:00.000-07:00

I'm proud to announce to you that we...arh cut that crap..haha...my friend samantha a.k.a pantat and myself have come up with different ways to improve our fashion sense....we have come up with different things....so ambitious yet so busy with studies.....yeah...we have recently made giler our guinea pig...good way to put it...she was the first person to carry pur label name and our bag......fernando torres face...SO HOT!!! haha...damn we're good...actually all goes to my dear butthead friend samantha for making all these possible...she is darn talented...better than pink and blonde...haha...sidetracks aside...well if you guys want any shirts or bag customised...pls leave a comment or email me at bgurl_maisha@hotmail.com or cleopatra_eyes@msn.com
here's a sample of our indigenous work or art..haha..

Racial Harmony Day!!

2006-07-28T18:51:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day was fun...had loads to do...was darn fun....got to wear our traditional costumes!! too bad lah me...stucked in my 'baju kurung' for 4 long years......didn't get any chance to wear any other traditional costumes.......haha...and that's because i didn't even bother to find for it lah..haha...took some pics with my darling friends...man, they DRESS TO KILL....look so hot.....surprisingly....haha....one in wushu costumes, samurai(male and female) and many more.....just take a lokk at this pics

so much for the PSC suckers

2006-07-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

today is another sucky day in sch....so much for those suckers to come and make our lives a bender....dang it...dont they have anything better to do...teachers go " use the back gate exit", "dont walk along the music room", dont do this dont to that....OMG...it feels like as though you're in a prison or something.....so much for our core value...INTEGRITY....well i'm certainly not a hypocrite and wont put on a facade to show our sch's "good" image.....lame people...wasting my time...i refuse to conform...LOSERS....o's coming....do my best...hahaha......pink and blonde......the sight of him send shivers down my spine...hahaha...nice guy lah

I'm sorry

2006-07-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for the things i've done
i made you feel uncomfortable
to me you will always be the one
the memories we had remain visible

i don't know what is going on with my life
enduring it like a wild, dangerous drive
my life can never be a success
always constraining on it's progress

i'm sorry if i made you mad
my love for you won't ever end
you're the bestest most valuable person i ever had
we could always remain being friends

i'm sorry for the teases and cajole
from your friends everlasting
here situates a heart with a huge hole
hoping you to fill it up with the best things

i'm sorry but i think it's through
loving you is like planting rue
i must let go of our wonderful days
here on the deathbed, my motionless body lay

let me be the one who fills you up with joy
i love the way you address me
i will treat you like a real and extraordinary boy
letting the positives flow the way it should be.........

chill

2006-07-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

My life is meaningless
he says
it could even be more worthless
if he chooses to play
lonely is the best solution
turning into a recluse is a joy
he seemed as though he'd consume a potion
turning into a senseless, unreliable boy
his flesh is weak
his words could ever be so bleak
his mind is willing
his heart's yearning for the filling
i need to know
your mind in a state or ruth
constraining your thoughts from normal growth
you like her, don't you
i felt subdue
you showed her love
fleeing free like a dove
you need someone
a person who knows you inside out
a decision made, an important one
when you're sure of it, you're free to shout
do not uderestimate yourself
don't turn to drastic measures
grow to love yourself
enduring adolescent pressures

welcome ppl

2006-07-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

welcome ppl to my blog...it took me sometime til i actually created a blog for myself..haha...slowpoke, i know...it took me a long time too to be convince to share my feelings online...tats just it lah...little only...coming up ASAP....u wil b getting poems...dun wori..haha...